Sonja Tomaskovic wrote:
So what you are essentially saying is that you feel guilty because others work 9-5, 5 days a week (or more), and you don't?
What I am wondering is whether there is any specific person out there that does what you describe (working 9-5), and that you are related to in any way (spouse, partner, good friend, relative, etc.), and who might be envious that you actually have that freedom.
I have been freelancing for many years now, and I can tell you that part of being a freelancer is having the freedom to choose whether or not to work (if you have a lot of job offers then you are more likely to work a lot, if you have less, well, then you work less), from where to work and when to work. For me that is the beauty of the job. I don't feel guilty about it, I am actually very happy that I have a choice.
From what you write, it seems to me that you are not so happy with the fact that you have a lot of freedom now, even to the point where you feel guilty and... well, unhappy.
What I would ask myself in your situation is why I am actually so concerned about others not having the same independence, and if there is someone special who might feel "offended" by my working conditions.
Good luck,
Sonja
Well, I wouldn't call it freedom, because you depend too much on other people: one day you don't work at all and the next day you have to cancel appointments and other things to do, because there's a client in a big big hurry and he wants a fast and quick translation...