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Доброго времени суток

When I discovered higher-consciousness healing, I had been suffering
for many years from a subtle but deep feeling of emotional hurt
and sadness that seemed completely ***disconnected from what was actually
going on in my life***. This feeling just would not go away, no matter how
much my outer life improved and no matter how much I worked on
my inner being with various therapeutic methods and intensive Buddhist
meditation. I had tried everything: psychoanalysis, bioenergetics, past-life
regression, aroma therapy, crystal therapy, emotional freedom technique,
cognitive-behavioral therapy, landmark education, mantra chanting,
brain-hemisphere synchronization, and Taoist energy and body work. No
matter what I did, the sadness always returned.

Спасибо.